Maybe in time

Today im in an unexplaid rage.
I don't know why, but I think,
It's because I feel in a cage.
Trapped, not going anywhere.

It may be because I'm missing someone.
Someone who went away and now is back,
And i still can't  talk to.
Iv'e missed her so bad, and no words uttered

I think im writing this to find a reason why,
I have this anger, maybe it's because
I don't disecuss my fellings and take in others.
I try and fail with some, and others just talk.

I have no wat to vent.
I tried violence, random beatings of inadiment objects.
Doing nothing, and talking, with no help.
I wish I could make it go away.

It could be from the lack of phisical love,
or even emotional love givin to me.
I could only wish to be loved and to love,
But that doesn't seem like an option.

No matter what i try,
I'm still abuot to cry.
I have no real problems to resolve,
So it's not past conflicts to bother me.

I hope in time it passes.
I don't want to live with it,
But I will if it doesn't leave.
Then I shall never be happy.

The fact that I'm trying to get,
Someone that doesn't want me.
She will know who she is.
And this poem probibly won't help.

I fell no bett.
This constant feeling.
Did not pass.
Maybe in time.

Cosmic Coinsidence

Life is nothing more than cosmic coincidences.
There is no planned future, just what we make it.
All the people should be happy.
And the rich give away there riches.
We shouldn't have to bend over and take it.

All around us is fake.
There is all what man can make.
Technology is making us weak.
Those who inheret the earth shall be the meak.

Push away your place,
America is getting fat.
Then the magizines tell us that,
Size zero is where its at.

All around us is fake,
This is all that man can make.
Technology is making us weak.
Those who inheret the earth shall be the meak.

Only a few are truly happy,
And yet they don't know what they want.
The beleive they think they know.
They want what they've seen on the picture show.

All around us is fake,
This is all that man can make.
Technology is making us weak.
Those who inheret the earth shall be the meak.

People want what they can't have,
That's why the happy know,
They can't have whats on the picture show.

There is a greater force at work.
But there still is no plan,
Only a few are truley happy.
And the rich will just get richer.
Never sharing a dime to make others happy,
With out getting something in return.
All the wicked shall burn.

Terror in the Night

I close my eyes.
I fall into my subconsious
I hit hard on the cold concrete floor.

My mind starts playing with me.
You can't see what I can,
When my eyes are closed.
All the pain come back to me.

I arise from the floor.
There is never any light.
I struggle to find a door.
And thats when I go insain.

My mind starts playing with me,
You can't see what I can.
When my eyes are closed,
All the pain comes back to me.

The loss of light,
The cold concrete floor,
There's enver any hope.
of finding anyway out,
Of this horrible place.

My mind starts playing wiht me.
You can't see what I can.
When my eyes are closed.
All the pain comes back to me.

There's always a mysterious breese,
The sourse is unknow.
I can feel it, breathing down my neck.
It smells of rotting flesh.

My mind starts playing with me,
You can't see whatI see,
When my eyes are closed.
All the pain comes bakc to me.

I don't think I'm the first one here,
There's something out there.
Waiting for me to let my gaurd down.
I know that it is right behind me.

But I can only strain to see.
There is never much luck,
In seeing this mysterious being.
I wake up to find it's just a dream.
And I dread the return tomarro.

Transparent

Why can't you see me?
I'm standing right here in fron of you,
Yet you look right past me.
I'm not invisible.

You look right through me.
You walk right past me.
I wonder why you don't hear,
Hear the words I speak to you.

You take notice to everyone but me,
I think you choose,
Choose to block me from your veiw.
I feel the void.

You look right through me.
You walk right past me.
I wonder why you don't hear,
Hear the words I speak to you.

I'm begining to see through myself.
I'm starting to disbeleive my existance.
I feel the weightlessness.
You don't know that I am here.

You look right through me.
You walk right past me.
I wonder why you can't hear,
Hear the words I speak to you.

You don't need to be so shallow
Im phaseing out of existance,
I just feel so hollow.

Optimist

Kindness will rain apon you,
If you are kind as well.
Don't look down apon others,
And others will look up to you.

Set an example.
Pave the way.
Don't hold someone up,
For your own personal gain.

The would may be unkind.
But look at it differently.
There is still love in the world,
And all you need is love.

Set an example,
Pave the way.
Don't hold someone up,
For you own personal gain.

Look deep into your heart.
Remove what you don't need.
But keep the love,
For there isn't enought in this place.

Set an example,
Pave the way.
Don't hold someone up,
For your own personal gain.

Just smile, everything might not go your way,
Keep in mind, If your kind,
People will go out of there way,
To keep you warm and dry.